i understand now .

im srry i didnt believe you . im srry for doubting you boo . now i know , everything you spit is the truth . i feel guilty and so fucking dumb for even thinkn you was lyin to me . my bad . i love you . this is so bitttersweeet . bitter cause i thot you was lyin and sweet cause i know you aint lyin soo everything you say to me is true . and thaaat makes me wanna give you my whole heart now and forever . i fucking love you nigga . i cant explain how much my love for you is . but know i aint nvr loved ANYONE like this before . not even my momma . soo last night wasss sweeet (; aha <3 nigga everything you say to me is truth , and everything i say to you is truth . everything you say is love , everything i say is love . babbyiloveyou . alwys&frvr.

last night was bomb <3

aha, it really was . lmao . i heard the things i wanted to hear (; and i felt the things i wantd to feel . aha, salll gooodddd . i jus hate how likeee rigggh nowww , he aint txtn me >.< i dnt wanna txt him , he should txt meee . sht . imh every second of my life . and i wanna hear his voice everyday allday . buh ugh . im startn to hate that bitch . shes fkcn me over tooo now >.< i wish she gets moves to the side , and forgets everything , and leaves him be . and me . i dnt wanna hear no more sht bout yalls past . cause thas exactly wha she is . HIS PAST . And bitch im his present , and his future . You dnt get too make it to his futureee hoe , causee yousss deadd&gone . soo fkcn move aside , and jus let it go . you may be thee bombest chikc , you may have had all his heart at one time , buh you did his heart like you doin mine , GRIMEY . without you even knowin , you fkcn me over , your hurtn me , killn me softly . bitch , because of you , im here . soooo thanks for fucking up (; i may be jealous of wha you had , i may jealous of wha you still have , buh we both know&agree , i got his heart now , andd you hate me too . be jealous hoe , causeee im feeeeln flattered .

ehs.

it feels different .

it truly amazes me .

how much someone can feel for one person . every second without him , crazy how much i die slowly . all i want now a days is for that sht to be on , and it be like before . cause i cant stand juss waitn for him to get home and to call me . i wanna txt him thru out my day , i wanna call him when hes not home . nigga i want him ALLDAY . Is it selfish ? I d g a f . I juss miss him so much , thinkn of him juss makes meee miss him more . Im tired of stayn up to jus get 5mins of his time , and then knockn outt fasst . all i need is a i miss you , then im happy tho >.< i jusss need a lidddo of him at times , yet i want him all . helluh makes me happy tho , i went to sleep smiling righ ? yessir . Its worth it . I sacrafice my sleep for him . He sacrafices his sleep for me . I aint changn that . ILOVEHIM<3

ughhh.

i wake up and i feeel like sht. i forgot my fone at veras so ugh . and allla that otherrr boooosht . ughhh . i misssssssssssss him . ugh . i cant xplain how fkcn shtty i feeeeel >.<>.<>.< FKCHIM! Fkcn bastard, loookn bakc at me and sht . ASSSSHOE . thas why when i txtd him he didnt reply back (; HAHAHAHAHA. BITCH . buhh yeeaaah (; i was hypervenalting at how fkcn sexy they were.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Fkcn Gardena dnt got no sexy niggas >.< except for jx_________! anddd yeeeah . Thats the times when i miss LB :D Yeah . HHHAA.

imh .

hellliuh ! fkccc , >.< alwaysss andd foreverrr wantn juss youu . i miss youuu ;[ iss only beeen like half a day tooo >.< buh i really dnt care . fkc , last night wass bomb tho ! haha, babbe made mee hellluh fkcnn happpy (; out of this world happy . beyond everything . wife me up tho ! sikke bitch . wifed alreadddddy :] i need him like a car neeed gas . i wnt go on without him . man . he makes me the happiest fkcn girl . i love him . i love you asshoe (;

woooows.

FEEEEEEELING SUPERRR x______ ! Im usually not even the type to . but i am , andd itss fuckinng annoying >.< Cause fuckkksss. He got x________ ! And dammmn, i hate it sometimes . But i dont blammee them . Hahahha, itss like i know im x_________, but fuck . STILL . It hurts . SO MUCH . Especially when x___________ . Its like fuck mannng . GO AHEAD THEN . But . ugh . I dont even try and hide it . LOL. He already knwoww wshuup . Yet, he tends to fucking tell me x__________ . And i dnt even wanna hear that sht no more . id really rather not . I dont wanna know bout it . It makess mee crazzzzy mad , ugh . But other than that . WESS GOOOOD . Haha, i got him, he got me . BAM BAM (;
I hate hoes, bitches, and skanks.
:D

*deep breathe*

DAMMMMNNN NIGGGGGGA, I love you so much. I cant stand a minute without you.
CLICHE ? Nigga . its all the truth tho . I really entirely hate a mntue with out you. Your x________ing right now, and damn. I miss you already ! Hah. Its sweet to wakeup from my nap and get a voicemail, missed call, and txt saying that you miss me cause x________ (; Even tho, i wish i was awake so i could have heard your voice. Hehe. Every night with you, damn. Nothing could be better . NOTHING ever made me feel like this before. Every second i share with you, i feel so happy and content . I want you more than anything to just be here. Allday. Everyday. Next to me. But i know that cant always happen . FUCK GARDENA ! I misss LB . <3 I dont even need to completely have you, for me to know, IGOTYOU (; So many morning i wakeup to a txt from you, and all i can feel is happy, no matter how fucking pissed off my mom or brother makes me. you make my world just so beautiful . if i had one wish . I would wish for you to be mine, forever and ever. That reminds me last night when we were like I love you more and more each day. And you said I love you forever. And i said I love you always and forever. And you said I love you for eternity. And i said I love you for infinity. I know , without any doubt in the world, you wouldnt ever leave me. And thats all i want .

Reminders.

YOU GOT SOMETHING GOOD.
Dont fuck up Lyza.
Please.

I dnt think I can get a lot better than this.

But I hope it does :] I aint complaining, but id would be fkcnnn G for that too happen :] but if it dnt , iss sall goood ! Haha, I motherfucking LOVE thatt neegrrrooooo. Frealsss. But I hate that x______________ everytimee. I dnt like that , buhh I aint trippeeen. I guesss . Hah . Peacccce.