Jan.13-

HEYYYY. Hahhaha, beeen on vacationnn. WEEEE. I was back yesterdayish. Lmao. I misss myy dadddieeee soo mcuhhh damnnn. I crieddd soo fuckinggg muchhhh. Crazyy fuckingg shittt. but yeahhh. I prayeddd the other night that daddie would be with nanay and tatay andd bethhh. >.<>.<>.< , hes in the 11th grade. Daniel :D Hes cooool.

Jan.26,09
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. I neeeda update. IONO. Mannnnng. UHM, Schooollsss beeeen okay ! :D FINE ACTUALLY. Hah, IM GETTTING GEOMETRY. FINALLLY. But i think its not GEO, i think its like TOO EASY for me. I mean im done in like 30mins. I never have homework. NEVER. EVER . I feeeel fine :D Lol. Uhm, immma name thiss guy Jason :D LOL. Cant say his real name. LOL. HES CUTE :D And COOOOOOOL. Lol. VERRRRRRRRY. Uhm, CHRIS isss cooool :D Fucking random tho, freakn asked some chick for my number, and randomly txtd me. Lol. Its coool tho :] Everythinggss alrite. OH KEV AND RICHARD ARE DICKS :D Im mad at them right now, SO FUCK THEM. Sina&Brendas BDAY wasssss alriteeeeeeeee. YEEEEEEEEEEE.

Jan.29.09
yeeeeeeeeeeee, soooo itss beeen okay. Not EVERYTHING, but okay. Its just whatever. I MISS LB. Still and always. Pennys bugging me. STUIDSHT. Chanthas UGH. SO YAH, I dont even wannna update. I dont ever have time anymore. I didnt go to school, because i jus didnt feeel like it. SO YEAH.
11:22PM
SOOOOOOOOO. Hahhaha, Nelly juss said julia got beat up :D LOL. How many times does this girl have to get jumped ?! LOL. Man, this is what happens when your a hoe :] LOL. EHHHH. So im feeeeeeeeeling, HMMMM, iono. Immmm dye my hair agin tommarrow. CAUSE I CAN :D And i want to. LOL.

Feb.1.09
MANNNNNGGGGG. I feeeel soo shittttttty. IM MOOODDDDY ANDDD UNABLE TO JUSS CHILLLLLLL. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I neeeeeeeeeeeed SOMEONE. FUCK.

Feb.5,09
FINALSSS WEEEK. Stressssful, tiringg. And SICK. Wtf. MANG. I feeel likee shit. No shit probably feeels better than me. I feeeeel UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Man. UGHHHHHHHH. I hate being sick. I hope i passed all of those fucking finals mang. And tmrws fucking PE finals, and fucking gfrench final. HOW THE FUCK AM I GONNNA DO THEE FRENCH ?! UGH. Hes schhaa douche. WHATEVERRRR. Mang. Other than thee bad, LIFEEE ISS GETTTING BACK TO NORMAL :D Fucking finally. Immm feeeling my schoool now. And im feeeling him too :] Hah, hessss cuttteeeee ! AND SWEEEEEEEET ASSSS A CUPCAKKKEEEE :] Mmmm, i wannnaa taste of him ! PWAHH. Hah. Hes my everything, cause hes never EVER made me cry :] Or even hurt. I neeeded this, i needed him :]

Feb.6,09
I didnt go to schoooool today. Too fucking sick. But damn, im reallly fuckinggg loving my lifeeeee right noww. he makesss mee life way way way bettterrrrrrrrrr. like without him, i feeeel soo empty. And im soo fuckingg relieved that he feeels the same. Like damn. But i dont know, right now its like were not together, so like wth? And how the helll did we get this far ? Is it just flirting or are we starting something ? I never thought we;d be this close. I mean, gahhh damnn. I never even thought i'd like him. And we had such a long period of not talking to each other. Now its like, if we dont talk for the day, its surprising, andd sad. I try my best not to always txt him everyday, but it never works. Its either, im like fuck! i need to talk to him ! Or its like he txts me and i dont have no choice other than to respond. LMAO. I've never felt so happy with someone, even fucking kid. I mean, to be honest, this is what everythings suppose to be like, and with kid it was all heartache, and i didnt know that. Till i saw the real thing :] And i never wanna see anything over than this. This feeelings are true, and im truely entirely falling for him. I cant help it that i just got out of something. It just happened. And im so happy it did happen, cause if it didnt , then i would still be crying over kid. Im soo happpy. I finnalllyy seeeee everything. And im letting go of all that bs in the past, and starting new with him, and immma keeep thiss foorever :] cause hesss myyy everything. iloveyousexy.

Feb. 14, 09
VDAYYYY ! Immm soo happpyyy this year. Hah, vdays prettty fuckingg awesome :D LOL. I got rheyna, chrisss, and steve as my valentines :] WEEEEE. hahah, soo happpy to be withh stevveeee. He makes me out of this world FUCKING happpy. LOL. Like i cant stand a min, without him, I missss him soo much at schooooool >.< DAMN. I go crazy sometimes, like i juss wannna seee him everyy minute of my darn life. Hah, and i wannna hear his voice evry second im alive. I jusss reallllly miss him. Hhah. Hess sooo sweeeeeet, andddd damnnn :] Hes cutee tooo. PLUS+ :] He makes me so happy, like iono whatta do with it. Hha. all the bad is like GONE when i think of him. Cause fsho, ilovehim. :D



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