happppyy ass a muhhhkckkaaa :]

He makes me happier than you ever did. He makes me feeel out of this world. With you, I wasn't happy. And even if im not with him, he makes me happier than you ever did put togetherr. He knows me, and I know him. Jus thinkn about him makes me feel better :] damn, I had to get thru you to see that im better off with him :D I kind of hate you. And I kind of dnt. Cause you were an asshole to me. You said you'd be different. LIE. But then again you did give me him back :] you lied so much. And I hate how you make me feel. I deserve better, you deserve someone that can put up with you. Im not the one, never really was. Im sorry. Im sorry I couldn't be your ride or die. Even after everything, I tried to stay true and be your friend. That didn't work. You have so many problems. Im not ready to put up with it. My bad for being young. You grew up too fast for me. I care for you and your well being. But I could never in my life say I was in love with you. And you know that. Cause deep down inside, you yourself knew, I was in love with him. And no one can stop that. Im sorry. I hope you get somewhere in life. And you get better. And I dearly honestly hope you find the girl I could never be for you.