ohwow.

Last night was fkcn rough. It wasn't what I wanted to happen. I regret it. And I dnt fkcn want to feel like this again. Buh I prolly will again. I dntt think it'll fkcn happen again. Iono. Its hard. Fkc. Mang. I nneeeed him, but why ? I never felt like this . Like why's he so fkcn different ? Can someone tell me ? Why the fkcs he so fkcn special ?! Danng. Im not fkcn ready for everything, but the fkcs happening to me ? Freals. Cause I can't get this sht off my mind. And I dnt want to let go. Im tired of crying, but I need him. I can't help these tears . I wanna get back with him, but im hesitant. Very. I dnt want to look stupid.